In your face sometimes.
As you can see I haven’t posted anything in about a week. We got some devastating family news. A very close person to me was diagnosed with cancer. I am having an extremely hard time dealing with this. I haven’t gotten off my sofa unless it is to go to work or bring the kids to and from school. I am shutting even my husband out.
I know I can not do that. I know I have to change. However right now I need this space, if for anything, it is to process it all, let it all sink in.
There is nothing I can say or do about the situation other then just be there for my family right now. I guess I am just trying to figure out how to do that. The kids are amazingly fine. We have some good people lined up for them to talk to if they need someone other then mom and dad.
He is an amazingly strong person. They are all super optimistic in him beating the shit out of this cancer. However it still sucks. CANCER SUCKS! There I said it!
It is just going to be a huge struggle for me the next few months and I hope you can all stick around.
I am so sorry I haven’t been around all week. I am getting caught up slowly.
“Life is a shipwreck but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats.”